name: Tony e-mail: pimeson59@earthlink.net date: August 14, 2007 website: http:// do you want your email listed: yes can others place your information else where on the web: yes support group: yes in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes area-contact: Legal contact-address: pimeson59@earthlink.net location: Toledo, Ohio your-introduction: The last psychiatrist I had gone to had found out that I had been a quarterfinalist in the Michigan State University Quill Graduate Fellowship Competition in 1984. I was interested in the nanosecond pulsed laser spectrometery of prophyrins like in chlorophyl which I associated with solar energy research. He also knew that David Taylor Naval Ship labs in Bethesda MD had initally offered me a GS-7 lab job with them and then withdrew it. When I started up at East Lansing I did say things like it takes a MS degree to earn what a BS Chem E makes. Things like this may have angered the Chem department which had an Energy Department Supercolliding cyclotron next door. They had their own Washington DC lobbyist. My first advisor Dr. Kathy Hunt had me take all these impossible courses for me in my first quarter. I had to wonder if I had had some minor nervous breakdown after I dropped out from too much work my first quarter. I really had trouble with her husband Paul Hunt who taught Chem 987 Selected Topics in Physical Chemsistry. I had t drop his class. I know that Teaching Assistants Peter Palmer and Ivy Johnson in Electronics for chemsitry taught by Dr. Enke and an Inorganic Chem class had both remarked that they heard of my bad attitude and were trying to break me in or down! You just don't move over 100 miles to Lansing, Michigan to start grad school and expect to have to drop out the first quarter. They did keep me up there after that hard experience. But I used to talk alot of shooting Dr. Paul Hunt in the head with a gun, but I did not actually own one. I also know that Dr.Enke had used an expression from behaviorist psychology when he told me "grades are such artificial enforcers" back in 1986 before I dropped out! I have no longer any interest in Chemistry. it is like a bad nightmare that I try to forget. AFter my former wife filed for divorce and I was talking to Buffy Baittinger over the phone, there were also these very pretty young bleach blonde girls teasing me as I would walk to school alone. They said things like "he's such an animal; he can do anything he wants to me" and run away. And things like that. The last straw there was in line for my last quarter of registration. There was another very pretty young woman standing with these two short men. She was simply looking at herself in her grooming mirror. They remarked "If he didn't catch that pass, he must be gay!" And I simply finished my registration and walked away from MSU and did not go there to my classes as I moved back to Toledo. This kind of teasing seemed to continue at Cathedral of Praise church of God on Alexis Rd. in 1986 when I started going to that church. There were the sexy bleach blonde teenage girls who would sit next ro me or around me. A couple nearly sat on my lap during the service but walked away from me at the end. They wore these shiny satin cahftan style dresses. I know that because of my loneliness, I tried to kill myself twice in 1986. But I backed out. I know on the medical history form I had filled out for the CIA applicaton in 1985 I did admit that I tried suicide once as a child (as my life was very hard with my dad and my classmates oppressing me in grade school.) I wonder if the CIA was trying to make a fag out of me-or if they were trying to "suicide me" as I heard Shawn Connery use that expression in that movie THE ROCK years later in 1995. Once in 1986, my mom and I passed this occult place on Detroit Avenue which advertised "Mind Control" services on their front sign. That's not to forget that when I went on social security disablity in 1989 strangers and my neighbors on Park Street in North Toledo would holler threats at me that the government was going to take away my disability. I know that when I started my attempt at my Christian writing career, some man heckling the house had angered me into destroying my first attempt at a Christian book-a 125 page manuscript on the Apocalypse. I decided to burn it up with gasoline so the pigs could not steal it out of my garbage as they used to sneak up to the dumpster at Spartan Village at MSU and take things away after I took out my garbage. And some taunting at Cathedral of Praise had caused me to destroy my first attempt at an autobiographical witness after I sent it to Vantage Press and it came back. They did in 1989 offer me a publishing contract but I would have had to have paid $10,000 to get it published. When I got my first personal computer for my writing in 1989, I saw a man who looked like Billy Graham standing 10-15 feet away from me saying "I'll teach you to fuck with me!" But my faith comes from God and not Billy Graham. They did some celebrity sexual teasing with me at Plaskon when I was a QC tech there in 1986. They had a female engineer who looked like rock star Stevie Nicks. I told some other tech named Warnke that Stevie Nicks really turned me on! And I got alot of Stevie Nicks razzing at work. Remarks like Stevie Nicks is watching you! Stevie Nicks if following you! And the teasing got so badk that I started hearing women's voices in an isolated building where I was doing some QC work and no one was there! So, i quit that job. I went on to Continental Secret Service Bureau to work as a parking lot gaurd at Toledo Trust Operations Center in downtown Toledo. A woman who looked like Stevie Nicks in a candy apple red camaro would drive past teasingly over and over. When I would go in to warm myself in the extreme cold of January, some men in suits would walk past me and it looked like they were wearing women's red rouge like I saw some of them wear at Plaskon. One remarked "The walls are coming down!" Did they think that would make a fag out of me? I looked around and I thought i saw one woman singer they called Susan Cooper from Cathedral of Praise with her husband the piano player sitting together in a conference room when this psyuchological abuse was going on. Again I had to walk off the job!