name: Tim

e-mail: tim009@telus.net

do you want your email listed: yes

can others place your information else where on the web: yes

do you want to join a contact list with other victims: yes

in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes

would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes

area-contact: Electronic / Psychotronics harassment

contact-address: tim009@telus.net

location: Terrace, B.C. Canada

27 year old male.  Two years of post-secondary education
studying psychology.  Diagnosed psychosis NOS and
suffering "delusions."

This stuff is real.  I don't have a clue how it is done.

It was 4 years ago when I first heard "them" or "him."
October 10th changed my life.  Voices, questions,
conversation, torture.  Any sound (eg. hum of a computer
fan, buzz of the fridge and even the sound of cars passing
by) can morph and form language and conversation that I
hear clearly.  There are no visual or olfactory
hallucinations whatsoever, it is all auditory.  My
thoughts are seemingly "broadcast." This effect may simply
be created by my mind.  I have tried to completely
eliminate ambient noise, but this is to no avail (I can
still make out words and conversation, very quietly...
like something is IN MY HEAD).

I cannot stress this enough.  It is real. It is amazing.
It is horrifying.  I would love to hear from anyone who
believes they are suffering from mind control or behaviour
modification.  We need to band together and beat this.

update 08-30-06

These 'Operators' have the ability to 'hear my thoughts.'
In turn, I can often hear my own thoughts as if they were
being broadcast outward in the distance.  The
silent 'hummmm' of a fan, the sound of running tap water
or the fridge in the kitchen.  It is as if all the ambient
sound around you can be utilized to convey speech.  When
outside, the effect is extrodinary.  It emminates from
varying direction and distance, creating the effect of 360
degrees, 3d sound/speech.  I can choose the stimuli source
(lets say a lawnmower 'humm' two or three houses down)and
speak USING it!

The 'Operators' must be in possession of some excellent
sound editing and voice recognition/cloning software and
hardware.  If I have a clear mental projection of a
persons voice, it can be replicated flawlessly.  Voices of
friends, co-workers and family may then be used to confuse
the victim and have them believe the people close to
him/her are in on the harrassment.

Your thoughts are criticized, mocked and torn apart as you
struggle to keep thinking normally.  Often the perp (I
call him the 'Operator') will begin a sentance normally,
and then stop, as you then naturally finish it for him.
Trying to avoid this type of torture, and constantly
watching you don';t finish his/her sentances (speech) is
next to impossible.  I can only come to the conclusion
that this exercise is utilized to help the perps study the
mind, possibly working on neural nets or the beginnings of
A.I.

We now reach the point where things become SICK.  It is
quite clear to me that this 'Operator/Controller' can
>>SEE<< what I am seeing.  I have struggled most of the
past 4 years with how unbelievably intrusive, damaging and
horrifying this reality is. Privacy is gone, completely.
NONE.  Negative comments on victim';s physical appearance,
dress and behaviour is frequent.  Computer passwords, SIN
numbers and lock combinations, along with other 'private'
information, is compromised.

Finally, it is not only what I percieve visually
(outwardly).  They recieve my inner visual experience.
Your dreams, fantasies and internal imaging can somehow be
gathered and obtained by those carrying out the
surveillance.  It is also faintly present to me that I can
see things that are transmitted back.

With all of this in mind, I have come to some very
disturbing conclusions.  I was diagnosed as schizophrenic
for a period of 2 years after a brief psychotic episode
brought on by dexedrine (ADD drug).  Since then, I have
seen 4 psychiatrists.  Separately, all 4 of them discarded
the schizophrinia diagnosis.


[The use of paranoid schizophrenia as a diagnosis for
auditory and visual hallucinations (amongst other
criteria) may in rare cases be, not an illness, but
>>MURDER<<]


..This was due to the fact I was working, clean cut and
had a college education.  As of yet, I have no
explaination for what is happening to me.  I am hoping
that joining this group, and having the opportunity to
communicate with others, will bring me to a higher
understanding of life.  Group support and knowlegde will
be our weapons in this war.  Together we will be powerful.

Peace Friends,

Tim Norman