name: monika

e-mail: monika.stoces@gmail.com

alt: monika.stoces@telenet.be

date: 4 august 2006

do you want your email listed: yes

can others place your information else where on the web: yes

support group: yes

in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes

would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes

area-contact: Electronic / Psychotronics harassment

contact-address: monika.stoces@gmail.com

location: belgium

i 'm just a usual girl from belgium, not even knew
something like mindtechnologie even existed, until
something strange started to happen on my computer on
which i just installed windows xp, pc-mentioned all kind
of warnings, some suggesting the pc was beeing hacked,
reamrks like "direct momory acces", privacy violation in
progress". over the phone i cheked with friends who seemed
to see different things, found different pages and so on,
i went to see on others pc's, where strange remarks
like "remote control" were under connection, i saw
everywhere strange things, and had so the impression
someone was hacking the internet. this kept me busy for
weeks, discussing and quarreling with friend about it
intensively. i bought a new hard drive, installed again
windows, but control was taken over, pc mentioned, a
netwerk slowly apeared in explorer, and pc mentioned rpc
call, i found out that meant wireless connection. my mails
disapeared, my pictures, and i became slowly despered.
meanwhile i was changing moods, getting upset, having
scary dreams and found myself even dancing around feeling
in love..., still i did not made the link whith what i
read on pc. i went mastrubating, fell asleep, woke up and
went to the pc, i found the message:"you are like
everybody, you are ashamed, and reading the word, i got
aswell the feeling shame. realyzing the pc was really
personal, i got panic, slowly i started to understand just
one thing, i did not know nothing, who i was, who my
mother was, who was joking with me, if my father really
was death, and that was it seems thinking, that could not
fast enough realize and update what was going on, an in
credibal bizar and very very scarfull experience, and they
gave me more explenation, "those thing are very dangerous,
you dont see them, could have very bad political
implications"
i started less to worrie about my acting silly, realized i
had no choice, i was not the one doing this, understood i
was going to get to know something incredible important,
and that was well understood, they made me feel many
things, the illusion is complete and perfect, you can not
know they are doing this, unless they make it strong, send
pictures so cleare that you are sure it comes from
outside, what they were doing, making animals bring
things, spiders running and dogs barking, and by making
all kinds of things feel again, i realized they made me
fall in love, years ago, with that person who was at the
time as surprises i was to feel that. i recognized sexual
aversion, i felt at the time and made me decide not to get
too much involved in relationships, i realized much more,
about all my life and that of others was being
manipulated, not by cia, but fot years by some independent
scientific group of people, thy explainded me all the
thing they can, what they did in the past, but ofcourse
nobody believes it. i feel very despered, that they would
tell everybody was just an illusion the gave me, and i
slowly realed, that nobody knew nothing about it, my
mother wanted me to see a psychiatrist, and still i 'm so
sure i dont make a mistake, having still so many papers
and cd's from the pc, and all i got to know, obout our
brain and the world. i can hardly imagine im the only one,
a friend of me realizes too this is going on, only he does
not realize the impact, thingkin it must be some ufo....
i dont think that ofcourse, sure it is technologie and
ofcourse human one, of wich i found confirmation on your
website aswell in several books.
i cant imagine to be the only one knowing this, please
help me, somebody who realizes this aswell and experienced
it. anybody is free to contact me, thank you