name: Helen date: 04/30/2007 e-mail: helenkurdin@yahoo.ca do you want your email listed: yes can others place your information else where on the web: yes support group: yes in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes area-contact: Electronic / Psychotronics harassment contact-address: helenkurdin@yahoo.ca location: Canada This is a testimony, not a scientific proof, and I testify that everything described below is truth. My name is Helen. I am an IT professional. I am a landed immigrant in Canada. I arrived in Canada in good health in 2004. My IQ was 145. I have been involved in a cruel experiment since my arrival, especially from the beginning of the 2006. It is not a clinical trial, and I have not signed any consent forms. I am affected by bio-terrorists, who perform a mind control over me. They proposed me to work as a guinea-pig for RCMP several times and offered money: 25000 CAD per year. I refused every time. Maybe it is not RCMP, maybe it is another Canadian structure, but it is a Canadian structure, because I live in Canada and the police, RCMP, Ministry of Health, doctors, etc. have been informed many times since the beginning of 2006. Nothing has changed. It points directly at the local authorities. This influence at a distance is possible with a microchip or a filament implanted in a human body (if a filament is implanted, then a microchip may be somewhere outside). By means of the microchip, they play with a person’s brain as if it were a computer device. The following are the symptoms of this influence: 1) A feeling of living in an unreal world, as if I’m taking drugs. 2) Permanent scanning: waves from the top of the head to the bottom, which delete memory. I lose memory and cannot remember what I did 2-3 seconds before because of this scanning. 3) They receive all my perceptions: see what I see, smell what I smell, hear what I hear and so on. They can send perceptions to a person, for example, they send to me very clear visual images of absolutely unknown people. 4) They can suppress a person’s will, delete feelings, emotions, desires. They can send and substitute artificial ones for my own. They scanned and recorded my different mental states in the beginning; now they manipulate me by sending these recorded states and suppressing mine. They can change emotional attitude and relationships with other people. They can cause or suppress a desire to eat and sleep. They can destroy interest in an occupation. 5) They inhibit and suppress thoughts when a person tries to focus and analyze the situation. They can send and substitute their own (or computer) thoughts, words and solutions. They intrude in my thoughts with my own voice, my intonations, my vocabulary. Their purpose is to send thoughts and impulses to a person, so that he or she can not distinguish them from their own. When they send me wrong ideas, I can percept them as right ones, because I can not analyse them. Sometimes they tell me their decisions, sometimes they send me computer thoughts and try to camouflage them as my own. 6) They talk to me days and nights like over a cell phone. They can use an individual’s head as the Internet and chat to each other. There was one moment when they talked to me as usual, but something happened and this speech started to sound loudly in the room. They pronounced several phrases this way, loudly. 7) They can affect and move every part of the body: mouth, tongue, hands, legs. They can easily change facial expressions, tone and pitch of the voice. They can cause artificial laughter and tears. 8) They can send impulses to do certain things: to look at something, to turn, to say certain words loudly etc. 9) They can trigger actions and delete memory of them later. A person acts as a biological machine. They impose pressure on a head, bring the person in a “twilight” state and manipulate him in this state, make him say or do something that he does not want to do and delete memory of it afterwards. This pressure debilitates mental abilities very much. When I experience pressure on forehead, temples, eyes and ears, I cannot read and understand meaning of words, cannot speak properly, lose coordination of movements, feel dizzy, cannot concentrate. They improve blood circulation in the throat and in the crown of my head after this pressure. My son saw very strong blood pulsation in my throat. 10) They can destroy and restore mental abilities (for example, the ability to understand English, think logically, and so on). They can do it very quickly, within minutes. 11) They have methods and tools to get and decipher all of the person’s memory for his entire life. 12) They can send such strong signals to a person that surrounding people can receive and feel them (for example, sleepiness, tension, rage). At the beginning of 2006, I changed my family doctors Sara and Naomi Pliamm, went to hospitals, neurologists, psychiatrists, passed an MRI brain scan (there was found a tiny round 5 mm low T1W and high T2W signal intensity in the pineal gland, and I wanted to remove it), but all the doctors refused to send me to a full-body Computer Tomography scan in Canada. I am sane at this moment. I visited two psychiatrists (Dr. Deaf and Dr. Gratzer) in June, 2006. Both of them did not do any objective examinations and tests, both refused to explore the real cause of these symptoms and formed wrong psychiatric diagnoses for a healthy person who was involved in experiments without a consent and who was in a dangerous situation. My family doctor Kenneth Chow wrote down a false diagnosis: “Psychiatric disorder” in my medical records. I was almost 47 years old when they made these diagnoses. I am sure that such false diagnoses are a shame for Canadian doctors, like false psychiatric diagnoses in Russia in Soviet times. These “doctors” are bad specialists or criminals. I know names of some people who conduct these fascist experiments. On the 18th of September 2006, in the evening, I lost my watch. I said to them of it next day in the morning, when I was leaving home. When I was returning from college on the 19th of September about 4 p.m., I found absolutely new watch of the same brand in front a house, where I lived at that moment. Its requisites are: CITIZEN, WATER RESIST, BASE METAL, 5421-S93967, 150 120, HSB-9, MOV’T JAPAN. It is really brand new: its inside surface is not worn, and there are all sections in the bracelet (when I bought the first watch in the spring 2004 in the CenterPoint Mall at the intersection of Steeles and Yongue in Toronto, I asked to remove one section, because a standard bracelet was too large for me). I wish everybody who scans me and destroys my abilities the same influence and the same result. They must get what they do to other people. All “scientists” and the military, who involve alive and healthy people in this program and experiment with them, must be considered as criminals. My aim is to pass a full body Computer Tomography scan, remove a microchip, if I have any, cancel the false diagnoses. Every person may be affected, recorded and transformed into a biological machine by means of this computer system very quickly. This is the most dangerous weapon nowadays.