name: gary e-mail: mgary6@earthlink.net do you want your email listed: yes can others place your information else where on the web: no do you want to join a contact list with other victims: yes in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes area-contact: Electronic / Psychotronics harassment contact-address: mgary6@earthlink.net location: tampa, florida Received 02-08-2006 I was drugged with sodium pentathal and scream at, which stored a shock memory in my subconcious. The people who did this years later could still say trigger words so that my mind would recall the hypnotic subconcious shock memory and I would go into shock. Colin Ross, author of "Bluebird" referred me to a local doctor who used Emdr, a method to desensitized the words. I would like to hear from anyone who I could share support with. My doctor said the symptoms I described were used to torture prisoners in Korean and its presented itself in a church cult here in the U.S. I was drugged with sodium pentathal and scream at, which stored a shock memory in my subconcious. The people who did this years later could still say trigger words so that my mind would recall the hypnotic subconcious shock memory and I would go into shock. Colin Ross, author of "Bluebird" referred me to a local doctor who used Emdr, a method to desensitized the words. I would like to hear from anyone who I could share support with. My doctor said the symptoms I described were used to torture prisoners in Korean and its presented itself in a church cult here in the U.S. They also said certain words and said when I hear them I would think of things that made me nauseous. There were many other word associations but I don't want to go into detail and I'm trying to forget them. Some of them told me how to think and feel about situations.