name: anon_anon e-mail: protected_anon@yahoo.com alt: protected_anon@yahoo.com date: 3/17/2007 do you want your email listed: yes can others place your information else where on the web: yes support group: yes in the event of your dead or missing in action. do you want your personal account to remain on the mcf site: yes would you care to be an area contact for other victims: yes area-contact: Electronic / Psychotronics harassment contact-address: protected_anon@yahoo.com location: massachusetts Was designated to be a target before birth. From what I'm told, my father had one brother and two step brothers. All three committed suicide. Both my brother and I have attempted suicide legitly, no cry for help shit, and were either found before death or in my case mysteriously stopped bleeding. Parents obviously sold me and my brother out for status and creature comforts in the perpetrating organization. Electronic harrassment has been ongoing though I did not become aware as that it was not my own thoughts until about a year ago. Was drinking to supress the severe shame either induced or embedded in me and I blacked out. Apparently I almost got in a fight at a movie theatre, was arrested, woke up smelling like feces and being told I tried to kick a cop in the balls. Was sentenced to probation with the stipulation that I complete the XXXX treatment program for the mentally ill. Since then have been brought up to speed on this exploitative system and my role as an emotional toilet for members of the organization to push around and shit on. This would explain why my parents where emotionally abusive and physically abusive... they were conditioning me to accept abuse as normal and even seek it out as that was the only type of human interaction I knew how to form. There's lots more, but suffice to say we have to slay this ugly bitch. It's just "them" not any group in particular... although they wear many masks to generate hate for certain groups, "they" are an organization that is based solely on the quest for power. "They" span all races, religions, etc.. and in most cases, including the current war, the wars are just a charade for extermination of innocents in an attempt to control the populace. One thing to remember is that "they" are adept at spinning people and opinions to serve their purposes. Indeed, this site and my message are here with their consent, if not run by them, to intimidate victims and flush out would be rebels. All we can do is keep faith that there is a better way, maintain your dignity remembering that you were raped not the other way around, and some day we will have revenge.